Let’s Begin
I had the thought to heal, because
I had to trust who?
He told me to vibrate it’s time
In order to get to the unapologetic forgiveness
Because He has Risen for me
To teach me the art of letting go
So that I may have peace in patience
Even though there were sleepless nights
I learned to have the flood of gratitude
Despite…so you were rejected!
To learn from the past to live in the present
To get what belongs to me in the future
So, I asked do I even have direction? Lol
Even though it’s a smile behind the crowdIt’s the mother in me because I had to listen to identify
To have balance to equal boundaries
That I can rest in the storm
He gave me the keys as I was a mother that cry
I may have done unorthodox things
But I remembered the book from childhood
Which I had to confess I was a sinner
So that I can Honor Him to learn a father’s love
To have this perfect summer dayWell this was short but simple
Because in the end
It was a gift for
You and I Inspired Me
There are many days that we may ask ourselves what is needed to begin the perfect journey to healing. I understand there are many ways to get to healing but, to process the healing it takes time and effort. I this morning arise to the beautiful morning sun glancing through the blinds of my hotel. Heard the birds singing in the early morning as they have a purpose too. Enjoyed the fact I awaked to another beautiful and blessed day that my God has given to me. What do I do with the time he has given… waste it complaining or turn it into something positive. I decided to do something positive, because it’s the fact that I been given the opportunity to do something productive. The opportunity to inspire and help another person’s life. Who am I, I am just me conveying a message like anyone else as I too have a story to tell. A story that will one day help another to see that they are not alone on this journey we all call life. The journey to know that it may be my road of Damascus but, a road that helped to shape and mold me despite the obstacles that were faced.
In the end I can say, it’s all working together for my good and I have God the only one I am allowing to drive the vehicle on this road. Where he will take me, I have no clue, but I do know one thing is for sure he will not lead me to a ditch or pit. I personally know by just “trusting the process” it leads to something greater than I. This is a part of me identifying Christ Himself. This is why I can truly say I have forgiveness, healing, joy, a mindset, and LOVE most importantly. This is a long road to my “Damascus” but it’s a road that I know I can make it through and so can you. Just continue to believe in your capabilities and the possibilities that your mind can fathom. I don’t have it all together but, I do have the most important thing in my life and that is Jesus as he said in Luke 10:42 but “one thing is needful” and I personally choose the better part of it. In the end, I am the branch and God is the vine as I can do nothing without him.
How many of us can say we can wake to breath that we get out of bed in just joy because of the beautiful gift that was given. A gift of another day of life to live out what’s bigger than us. A life of being refreshed and renewed to the point others are trying to figure out…why is he/she so cheery? Have you ever been asked that question… why are you happy? That is because people want to know, what is the person doing… that they have so much joy and peace in their life. How can I get that same joy and peace? It really is simply. God told us in scripture He is “close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit” (Psalm 34:18). We are all brokenhearted somewhere, it doesn’t mean in relationships but, can be anywhere or situation in your life. Identify what it is so that you can receive the same joy as I and many others too. I am not saying it’s easy as it takes time to become who you were created to be. What I am saying God is asking you for an intimate relationship with Him. A relationship to take you higher than before and live a life of positive stress. Yes, positive stress because there is such a thing as positive stress. It’s all how you manage your emotions.
All I can say is…what a gift to be used in a way that will impact another life for positive. I never thought little old me would be someone to help in that way. I didn’t even think I would be sitting here writing this blog to tell you the truth. What I envisioned God had another plan as He predestined my life while I was in my mother’s womb. It’s an honor to help those in need but, to get the help, you must ask, be receptive, trust, and be honest with self. The part that may cry “I don’t wanna” but, God is saying okay you have freewill. Can you see how God doesn’t even force us…He provides options to receive this gift of Love He has for us. I want that…the free will to choose but, knowing that God is there just waiting so patiently for me to return if I derail. What an awesome God? I thank Him and I thank you the people for reading this blog. This is the reason why I write poetry to communicate an emotion freely without judgement but interpretation. A life of being free. All because I decided in my heart to accept the Gift that God himself was given out.
I express my gratitude through what I like to call “love letters”. I write a love letter to God each day or verbally express my most intimate emotions to Him first. Next, that teaches me how to express and truly reflect on those He places in my life. I believe and feel that gratitude goes a long way to keeping a person happy but mindful of the small things they may have forgotten about. I know sometimes others may stress or worry about, “what am I going to get someone to let them know I am grateful”. I will say go back to the basics of just a simple “why”. Let the person know “why” you are communicating gratitude. I believe to display gratitude it must come from the heart which reflects on how you took time to “think” about what you wanted to say then just saying it. I mean in the end you never know whose day you may have made with those simple words of expression.
Thank you for taking the time to read this and I hope what I said helps.
I just wanted to take this time to simple say thank you! To all of you who have subscribed and haven’t as you had taken the time to read my blogs no matter if it was poetry or just your ordinary. I really appreciate each of you from the bottom of my heart. My prayer is what I write is helping you in some way or another that you understand the messages. I just wanted to take the time to say how much I appreciate you. I can say a method that is gone for some to not recognize those who support them.
I awaken this morning to the smell of clarity and cleansed feeling
Only to realize it was the mist of rain flowing
It came so slow that it stayed around for awhile, could it be...
I need this for the inner me
A fresh new start, as the sun shined it brighten the sky after the rain
blinded by the bright sky it remind me how clarity once began
The visions that are seen from miles away only to think
how will I be able to get there?
Again, I hear the sounds of the birds singing, then appeared a rainbow
It was a reminder of God promise to the world that made me feel a sense of joy
I imaged I was able to touch the rainbow and sun
as it melted to tell me new beginnings has begun
I smiled bright like the sun trying to figure out what color has won
The rain still moves slowly as it passed with time
to think that was all mine
I no longer smell the rain, but can taste the droplets as they fall
The crisp rain tastes like nothing at all
I smile again so bright knowing that I have peace.
A peace of mind and sense to know all will be
so, I say to myself this is only one day and this shall pass.
In the meantime I will enjoy music of the hummingbird
I placed my shades on my face to block the beautiful creation God has made
knowing that I was the one he thought about to make me.... I am to inspire
if I had to pick the perfect summer day, I would do this all over again.
This Poem is dedicated to my late Father but also to all Men who displays this type of love no matter to your daughter or son. A Father’s love will always be important and needed in this world. I say from a Woman to all Men that takes responsibility and duties of being a Father. I Personally say thank you and HONOR YOU this Father’s day. For those Father’s that feel undervalued don’t every think your love does not matter. Please Share, like, and comment
A Father’s Love is never forgotten
He teaches you the lessons of life
He protects you from harm
He’s there to wipe each tear before it drops
The love is unconditional because this is a father’s love.
He guides and gives advice, only advice that a man can give
He provided comfort when you are sad, even more he disciplines when you’re bad
The personality to laugh but a stern voice when he is mad
This is a father’s love
Dear God as I embark on this message I asked that you fall fresh upon me that your Holy Spirit Increase and I decease so that the people may read what it is that you have for me to say onto them this day. I ask that you open your children’s eyes so that they may receive what it is that you have for me to say and in the end they receive healing, and deliverance from this message.
In Jesus Christ mighty name
Amen.
Okay this message is a two-fold message for women and men, believers, and non-believers. I am going to title this To Honor Him. A message that is long overdue and a subject no one wants to speak about. Ladies, if you believe that you will be honored this current Father’s Day you are sadly mistaken. God will not allow that to happen this year as he is an orderly God that does things in order. In the scripture Exodus (20:12) it says this “Honor thy father and thy mother: that thy days may be long upon the land which the LORD thy GOD giveth thee (KJV). In another translation is says “Honor your father and your mother, so that you may live long in the land the LORD your God is giving you” (6:2-3). So, you maybe trying to figure out what all of this means. Well, ladies you are unable to play both roles of a mother and a father. Unfortunately, that is impossible as you are a mother who can never step into a masculine role. When defining what a mother is, it is said a mother “is a female parent who carries, give birth to and cares for a child (Holman,2015). If you are a wife you have two equally important roles: to love, support and provided companionship and sexual satisfaction for your husband to bear and rear children another fancy way of saying bring forth (Holman, 2015). At the same time as a mother you share with the father responsibilities for instructing and discipline children. I repeat you share responsibilities for instructing and discipline children. I am going to say it one more time you share responsibilities for instructing and discipline children.
Now here is the question, where does it say that “YOU ARE THE MOTHER AND FATHER OF THAT CHILD”? If you are a single mother it is time for healing as it is not your duty to think, act, or behave in a manner that you as a women can ever fulfill a males role. This is where the healing and truth needs to begin as you a mother do not have the genitals to be a male. When you were birthed it was divined that you were created to be a female to bring forth and bear children as God the creator seen fit. I understand they have feminine energy and masculine energy. But never ordained you to carry the weight of a man. Nor God has not ever gave you the instincts to think or behave like a man. Why am I bring this up, because God is ready for order in the home and if there is no order God will no longer bless but, chop down those who no longer bears fruit. I understand ladies you may feel that you have a no good baby daddy, or you are in a disagreement at this moment but, you chose to lay down and sleep with that man. So, if you are calling him all types of names…what does that make you who reared his child.
To the leaders around the world, if you ever and I am talking with the men said out your mouth “I didn’t have a father, so my mother had to be both mother and father”. Please stop saying that because that is a spirit of wickedness that you are passing around. Your mother cannot be both a mother and father as I stated previously. Your mother can never fulfil the role of a man because God did not ordain her to. So, what is the misconception of roles in the home. If you look up scripture its God, Male, female, children that is the divine order. The male is closer to God for a reason. If we take another scripture Psalm 34:8 it says, “The Lord is near to the brokenhearted and saves the crushed in spirit”. This is important which I will come back to and elaborate on in a moment. Before I breakdown Psalms 34:18 let’s speak on the role of a father. A father is to protect, love unconditional, spend quality time, teach discipline, and accountability to his children.
Wow, that actually sounds familiar now, because, according to the characteristics of GOD that is exactly what he does and more. So, I ask the question again when did the mother step into a masculine role. A women playing both roles are a worldly view not the will or order of WHAT GOD SAID IT IS SUPPOSE TO BE. Women you have to understand that when you communicate out of your mouth, “I have to be the mother and the father” you are actually communicating and replacing GOD. The decisions you have chosen to make in your life was your choice because, GOD gives each and everyone of us free will and again you chose to sleep with that male counter partner. So when you are going through and it appears to be too much and your unable to handle the pressure. Its because you decided to take on the masculine energy not realizing that it was a spirit that you partnered with and demasculinize the male race. Yet not remembering Psalm 34:18 that God is close to the broken hearted. When you look up the definition for father it tells you to search family, GOD.
This is where truth and healing is going to begin. There may not be a male figure in your child life physically but, GOD is telling you he is the father that stands in the gap and he hears your cries. GOD is provider, protector, healer, nourisher, disciplinary, companion, friend, comforter, way maker and anything else you may need. So yes, that male may not be in the child life but, GOD is there and if you are able to release the masculine energy and step into the feminine energy GOD is going to come in and do things you never seen before. It says in his word “THE LORD IS NEAR TO THE BROKENHEARTED AND SAVES THE CRUSHED IN SPIRIT”. If you honor GOD who is the AB which is father to your children. He is calling his women to step into the divine role he has given them so that he may get the glory and honor. A lot of you are crying asking for a husband but, he is unable to bless you with the husband because your to busy trying to play the masculine role then to stay in the feminine role.
Too many of you are shouting I don’t need a man but, crying in the midnight hours talking about its to hard and I am tired of being strong when GOD is saying” come unto me, all ye that labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy and burden is light” (Matthew 11:28-30). But, what does all of this have to do with Father’s day. Simply put, give honor to thy father and mother, which is the first commandment with promise (Ephesians 6:2). Father’s day is not a day to honor mother’s again as you were already honored on MAY 14. Father’s Day is a day to honor the males who are truly taking responsibility for their children by doing what GOD has ordain and called them to do. NOT a day to honor a single mother because you are single. This is taking away from males who needs to be honored as the scripture mentioned. If you are a single parent then you should be Honoring GOD on father’s day as He is the one that is standing in the gap.
He is the one being the father figure in those children/teen lives. So I am speaking to let men and women know that GOD is calling order to the homes of families. To have order as GOD see fit ladies heal, release, and trust GOD that he will carry you through. Men step in being an emotional support, protector and teach the children in the way of the LORD. Come from under the spells of the world and do what’s right before GOD. As he knows what’s best for each of us.
I would like to say to the Men who truly take care of their responsibility and are active fathers in their child/teen life. I HONOR YOU AND SAY HAPPY FATHER’S DAY.
B&H Publishing Group. (2015). In Holman Illustrated Bible Dictionary(p.1127).
Wondering why my mind is bothering me Deep down inside I can hardly breathe Convicted with emotions that became clear Despite me suppressing I allowed it to remain there Confessed to God telling of hurt lots of people along the way
Clean but filthy for what I dear not to say Why now is this coming back like a recollection I tried to hide but now got me confessing The sinner fooled by this delusional word Convicted as I stood and remained arrested Tugging and pulling was done to my heart In a place that I can’t conceal my heart
Who am I to tell people how to live? A sinner who can never forgive Wondering why I have agony and pain It released me from the fear Keep going each day... sane in the mind With all this sin I should have lost my mind Like a bowling ball going down the alley Hold, wait... I can only speak God, please help me for I have peace But is it your peace so now I’m facing reality?
A sinner I will not proclaim You forgave me, so why so hard on me? I allowed one thing to seep in It began to manifest because I’m free at last Free from bondage that yoked me to my past God did you forgive me or is it just my imagination?
A sinner and I talked about Judas Who am I to talk about him? Another sinner just confessing my sins Release, ready to rebuild Not wanting anything from others around It’s not being prideful…I just want to start from the ground God you know my heart inside and out Yet God crying, my child I’m waiting for you to come out Touching my mind, body and heart Sinner continue to come out Stop afflicting your heart which was only the part I must confess God thank you for forgiving my heart
Cleansed from these emotions Mind so cold… freezed each emotion It all came out because I finally began to thaw out Now it’s time for me to build because what I owe back To think that, I confessed I did that When you finish this poem You can say I admit that
Satan thought he had me He couldn’t touch my mind, body, and soul GOD knew I would sin So, he gave His son to save my soul Flee Satan as I am no longer a sinner CHRIST shed His Blood Covered me so He made me whole Gave me healing, and oil Now I speak life that flows like crystal water I Bond You Satan This sinner became free When a relationship was built with GOD to set me free
Thank you for taking the time to read, please let me know if you have any questions or what you think. I would love feedback. In the end we have all come short of the glory of GOD but, are you bold to admit that.
Yessss, I remember the book I loved from childhood. It was “The Secret Garden” and I loved the movie as well. It taught many valuable lessons about dealing with emotions and how just having faith you can proceed to do a lot just by believing in self or another human being. Each character developed as the story unfolded and reveled the life situation that each of them had to solve. It brings back the 4th grade memories just thinking about it. To be honest that’s when I fell in love with poetry I might say. Aww… so many memories just came to mind as I have a big smile on my face.
You and I Inspired Me 